Wicked Love


Love has never found a way to her

The more she searched for her in the dark dusky clouds

That silver line, a hope to shine

Disappointment would pour down heavily

To wash off her fancy world of thoughts

And squeeze them into the secrets of her pillow every night.

Suffering has monopolized her body and soul

Caged it, embraced it so tight

She never could let loose those clutches

Of self pity, insecurity and fear

 To breathe free, smell the spring

And get wet with a love virgin and brave

For seasons to pass by.

Deep inside my heart
Secure in my soul
I live you every day
Yesterday, Today,
And the would-be-day
Winter, summer, spring and fall
Every season, pleasant or worse,
I live you every moment
Ask not from when and how.

I live you
No matter you least but
Mostly better understand me
I live you for no reason,
Couched on my mind the whole day
You are comfort so smooth
Rough at times for reasons just
But I live you in every mood
Ask not from when and how

I live you
In complains and excuses
You come late every other day
No more I find you the same
But you handle with care
Caressing me, my fussy hair,
kissing my forehead
Off to bed with promise
A long drive-this weekend
I live you in self weaved moments
Ask not from when and how

I live you
When solitude pens you down
You murmur to me
And I listen to you from nowhere
You then awake in my dreams and
Settle calm in my thoughts,
We tap the floor together
Arms around my waist
I live you in every single minute
Ask not from when and how


I live you
Since the day we met over tea
Till this day we are blessed and married
I live you in your past, our today
Your ‘before-me’ years
And I will continue to live you
In the coming days and months
Forever, for I feel coplete with you
And the way you have been, you are now
But ask not from when and how!!

Indifference

She fears just your indifference, nothing else
No commitment she seeks 

But a free you, wanting by her side
Demanding, complaining, and 

Expecting to be understood in fights

She fears your long drawn silence, nothing else
For she wants to share 

All the darkness secretly fed
She will be besides you forever

For all that is messy and uncured

She fears your long drawn silence, nothing else
If you could pamper a little 

With words defining togetherness
She will be bold to see through 

Odds bothering your heart.

She fears only your indifference, nothing else
If love and belonging could be your gift
She will be all strong and loving, 

for all seasons and days